Today is the day where i mess it all !

For my first day here, i badly messed up.

I have been scammed like 4 time in a row when buying money transfert, or private btc wallet.
Just passed all the month money to try to find an alternative, i just feel so bad.
I try to help my familly, pay the debt after my wife loss is job a month ago. I try to keep going for my son.

Tried to get a loan from a bank, DECLINED.
I loss all my credit when i had my accident at work.
We have been forced to sell the house after that.

Tried to get paydayloan, i alreaday have two.
Tried to borrow from near familly, they are poorer than me.
Tried to sell things, people want it free.

Already pawned all the valuable at the pawn shop and maybe lose it all soon.

BUT today, i badly messed up all the shit.

I don't know what to do, need advice, need help.

Tried to order money transfert to pay the bills, i have been scammed.

Tried to buy btc to buy things that was suppossed to help keep going.

It's was my last ressort.... i don't know what to do anymore....

I feel like at the end of the road....